Much has changed
It has been over a month since my last post, close to two months, and much has changed. The news has become less colourful, perhaps the media has grown bored of the ongoing struggles. Our responsibilities as an Isoc Executive have changed, as the new academic year slowly approaches, and we are starting to fill the shoes of our predecessors and hopefully even exceed these expectations. I feel I have matured, or gotten a slightly better outlook on life and I will relate this directly to the increase in time I have allocated to reading more books. Ah, the joys of holidays! But I have talked about this once before, and it is certainly true; vacations can be a truly hard time!
As the caffeinated, sleepless nights of exam preparation have slowly come to an end, I have found myself getting busier and busier. This is the way I function best, and I do not envy those with more free time than they know what to do with. But much of my post-examination time was consumed with preparing for Camp. A major problem that we had been facing was the lack of enthusiasm by males to attend this camp. We had reserved 35 places for Brothers, but the 13 who had already signed up slowly dwindled to 11. Since males were camping outside, and females in dormitories, the high costs of the indoor accomadation were being matched by the high number of males camping outside, but since we could not garner enough males, the costs were steadily increading. In circumstances like this, it really is a domino effect where one person influences another influences another until all the places are filled up...unfortunately, due to circumstances, we never quite reached that domino effect. So there was some behind-the-scenes drama, but we left our fates in the hands of Allah, and alhamdulillah, everything did work out as it always does.
We decided that with 11 brothers, and 17 sisters, even if the Isoc would have to largely subsidise the camp at its own expense, the experience and education that we would gain from such a trip would be priceless. So in the hopes that we would make up any money that we had lost, we went through with the camp with high expecations...and deliver it did! From the very first day when we were introduced to our luxury childrens playground with all sporting equipment at our disposal, we knew that this trip would certainly be action-packed.
Just as we were heading out for our preliminary hike with nothing but a compass, a map and a mini-GPS to start the trip, our ASDA truck came to deliver us 3 days worth of supplies. Yes, perhaps we were slightly spoilt as campers, but it is nice to enjoy the luxuries of life out in the wild aswell! Returning from our perilous journey comparable to that of Mordor, the brothers set up their two massive tents. This was no easy feat, but I do wish that everyone does share in this experience at one time or another, for it is truly remarkable. The teamwork, the discussions....the constant wondering whether what you are doing is even remotely correct!
The next two days were filled with wonderful outdoor activities such as wall-climbing, and archery, and in our free time, we managed to organise full two team cricket matches. It is a truly beautiful site, watching Pakistanis, Indians, Egyptians, Saudis and more Arab-African ethnicities, locked in a fierce albeit friendly battle of sportsmanship. The nights were treacherously cold, especially out in the tents, but we did manage to have some fantastic camp fires and it was at these times that we would have productive discussions. Some of the more knowledgeable people would give short talks and the rest would chime in and it really was a wonderful, education experience. On our final day, despite the constant on/off teases of English rain, we managed to host a successful barbeque to end our camp, and though we had to rush, it was on an absolutely tasteful note. I would also like to mention that I find 'no pun intended' a very distasteful phrase, so I shall refrain.
I did try very briefly summarising the time we had, but this is near impossible to do, particularly by writing. The best moments of camp were certainly the 'you had to be there' moments, where certain people earn nicknames, or others will say one-liners that you will remember for years to come and laugh about. My single, favourite moment at camp, was after the cricket match. I played a game of Giant-Connect 4 with one of my friends, and then sat down as his next opponent went to play him. I then looked around me and what I saw was magnificent. A day ago, I was in a bus with some brothers who were close, others who had never said a word to each other all year. Now, I was sitting down, watching two people absolutely immersed in a game of one-on-one basketball; I was observing two brothers who did not initially know each other enthralled by a game of Swingball and having the time of their lives; I saw bowlers, practicing like clockwork to a batsmen; and I realised that we had truly strengthened the ties of brotherhood and sisterhood already for years to come. This is what ISOC Camp 2011 is all about!
I also realised something. Whilst at camp, I did not feel like I had empty time. This is the time I refer to when you have just finished your work, and you do not know what to do, and there are a thousand productive things that you can do, but you choose to possibly go on Youtube and check if a new video is out, or to waste some time on Facebook, even though it is something that you would almost never check regularly. Keeping good company is important. It is so important. Your friends can change the person you are, whether conciously or subconciously, and when in good company, you can really feel it. It is quite a new experience for me to be in company that I can pray with, rather than have to take a leave from to go and pray and this is something I can never take for granted.
There are many issues I wish to speak about, but I do need to keep reminding myself that this is not a personal blog, and I do need to keep reminding myself that I am not a fan of blogs (even though these get longer and longer). I will just stick to one point for now, and this is the issue of discussion. I bring this up because it is something that was prevalent in camp, and it can be fruitful and beautiful, but it can be detrimental if you do not know when the right time is to conclude.
I was having a discussion with one of my close friends, and the topic of Big Bang and Evolution came into play. I do not have enough knowledge about either subject to give any sort of opinion on either topics, but there came a time when the talk was turning into a debate. The wise thing for me to do would have been to end the discussion, claiming that God knows best, and possibly refer him to an Islamic Scholar. Even though I did eventually do this, I feel that in my lack of knowledge and in his inability to understand my points, the friendly debate was taken too far, and it reached the point where it kept going in circles. People have different views. People have different opinions. It is healthy to share your views and opinions with different people, but when such discussions obviously become fruitless, it is advised, nay it is instructed, to acknowledge your forthcomings and to halt.
As teenagers, we feel that we own the world of politics, religion and any serious world issues and that we are the only ones who truly understand all these properly. The truth is, teenagers are arrogant. It is important to see that sometimes the best answer to a question is 'I don't know' and that it is more beneficial to point someone in the right direction, than to make an opinionated guess that could possibly misguide them or misrepresent what you stand for. This ofcourse brings me to the most recurring theme of this blog, which is SEEK KNOWLEDGE!
Lots of us are lucky enough to be blessed with free time. This is a blessing that we do not get everyday, certainly not during the year, and to waste such a thing is of the biggest shame. Read books, get informed and do something productive! You can look at a really busy week in your life and think of how much you accomplished each day, and then you can look at days where you will wake up and literally do nothing. Imagine reaching our full potential. I do pray to God that we may all strive to reach this potential, and that we come back from summer as more cultured, mature, and intelligent versions of ourselves.